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About sherry

After a long and happy career in Corporate Executive Recruiting, I retired and became the owner of a small country store in Marshfield Hills MA, which I sold to the actor Steve Carell at the end of 2008. Freed from the work-a-day world, I began to travel and then, of course, had to write about all that! After a while, I moved to Florida for what I thought was going to be 3 months of the year, but turned out to be 8 months. Still maintaining a house of the South Shore of Boston, summers are lovely. I have become a certified Yoga Teacher and continue to write. In the Summer of 2013, I published the book My Life at the Marshfield Hills General Store. When asked 'what's next?', I can honestly say I don't know. We'll see where the stars lead me.

Bob’s Navy Blue Blazer

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Somewhere in the third quadrant of the last century, before ‘my time’, Bob purchased a classic navy blue blazer at Trimmingham’s in Bermuda.  Quality.  Would last forever.  I have seen this blazer only a few times – since Bob rarely gets “dressed up”.  It is taken out of hiding only for special occasions.  I recall some years ago, during a purge effort, going through Bob’s closet and encouraging him to rid himself of items perhaps even the Salvation Army would not find of interest.  When we got to this blazer, it was allowed to stay, still looking great, fashionable and in perfect condition.  I agreed: it was and is a classic.

Last Saturday was opening night for the Charlotte Symphony’s season and, since it was “chilly”, the blazer was pressed into service.  In all his sartorial splendor, waiting for the performance to begin, Bob did what he always does – began to read the program from cover to cover.  Inserted in the program was a small questionnaire.  Since the conductor of tonight’s performance would be one of three candidates considered to replace the orchestra’s beloved retiring maestro, the audience was asked to weigh in on the potentiality of the candidates, hence the questionnaire.

To ready ourselves for this task, Bob started searching the pockets of his blazer for a pen.  Immediately, he withdrew a folded program, opened it and showed it to me.  It’s several years old – a program from the memorial service of a dear friend and neighbor from Marshfield Hills – Peter Lange.  Peter!  I could see him!  Tall and handsome with that shock of white hair.  How he loved travel,  music,  life!  One look at this piece of personal history transports me to the North Community Church and that day.  The familiar faces, the loving tributes, the wishing we were all there for another reason.  Anything but saying goodbye to Peter.  Bob folded the program and put it back in its place. The inside breast pocket.

Still searching for a pen, he found another folded program.  Another memorial service, another beautiful man, a dear friend and neighbor….George Harlow.  Another hole in the world left in his wake.  And then, one more:  a friend’s younger brother.   Too soon.  Much too soon.

Finally, ticket stubs for the 2004 Boston Pops Christmas Concert.  In a flash, I’m there!  One of the rare occasions that all of Bob’s grown children were ‘home’ for the holidays.   Everyone all gussied up for the event.  The giant wreath, Santa Claus.  A spirited sing-along.  The reading of THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS.  Keith Lockhart with his red bowtie!  Remember?

Oh, I could have made some fresh remark about how he never throws anything away – heaven knows I’ve said it a million times!  I could have mused that a new jacket might be in order.   I mean, really, one every 40 years or so wouldn’t be too extravagant!   I asked him again how long he has had this particular blazer and he tells me about buying it in Bermuda.  How the store isn’t even there anymore.  They went out of business when the cruise ships were prohibited from docking in the harbor.  The style and quality of the blazer, how it was made to last a lifetime.  A lifetime of special moments.

He finds the pen at last.  And it works.  As the lights dim and the young conductor takes the stage, we settle in to enjoy the orchestra, sad to know that we will be ‘losing’ someone we love, hopeful about what that special new someone will bring to all our lives.  At the end of the concert, we will fill out our questionnaire and turn it in.  But the program will be folded and tucked into the inside breast pocket of Bob’s blazer.

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All the Broken People….

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 Broken me and traumatized Boo.
On September 4th, I walked out of my friend Claire’s house and, before I knew what happened, I was on my back, cradling my broken wrist.  I mean, I didn’t even know I was falling.  Boom.  I was down.
It was a blur after that.  I felt kind of sick, very scared, on the verge of passing out.  EMTs appeared in an amazingly small amount of times.  I remember Claire giving me frozen peas to ice my hand, and that they didn’t have frozen peas in the ambulance.  Why was that?  They did have oxygen though, and that brought me back to a level of awareness so much so that I knew exactly where we were on the backroads to the expressway, even though I couldn’t see through the windows.
That was weird.
We arrived at the South Shore Hospital in record time but getting out of the ambulance was terrifying.  Really.  You’re lying there, looking out over your feet into the thin air and wondering how are they going to get you out without dropping you!  That don’t though, and in a buzz of activity and information (how do they know all this about me?) I was wheeled into the “Fracture Room”.
The very kind EMT waited with me until the ER professionals took over.
God bless the Marshfield Hills Fire Department!
My husband had gone to take home my poor little dog, who witnessed this entire drama and was obviously traumatized.  Just before the ambulance door closed, I looked out and saw her hanging out of the car window watching me – her ears flat against her head and her eyes big as saucers.  Now (how did he get here so fast?) he has magically appeared in the Fracture Room.  We do the crossword puzzle, I have xrays, try to eat a Snickers Bar (which was forbidden by the nurse!), and in no time, a lovely Ortho Surgeon named Julie is pushing and pulling my arm into the shape God intended.
I just focus on my Yoga breathing and amazingly, it really doesn’t hurt.
I have no idea how that works ~ but it does!
The whole time all I kept thinking about was the play I was scheduled to be in that weekend,  and the fact that I had planned on taking a Yoga Teacher Training Program in December.
Was I going to be able to do those things?
I don’t remember going home, but when I got there, Claire was puppysitting my frightened Boo.  Then my friend Linda showed up.  Bob made me mashed potatores which was all I seemed to want, for no apparent reason.  And, I was in a splint from my fingers to over my elbow.
That was all 7 weeks ago.
Since that night, I did 6 performances of the Cemetery Club, thanks to a supportive and spirited cast and director.  We packed up and rode back to Florida.  My cast has now been removed and I’ve started Physical Therapy, I’ve found a chiropractor who is slowly putting the rest of me back together.  I am now able to type – with both hands – on my laptop.  AND – the powers that be say that I will be able to the the Yoga Training this winter.  I hope they’re right!
So.  Here’s the thing.  What they don’t tell you when you are broken.  They don’t tell you that NOT being able to do almost anything for yourself is so upsetting, so demoralizing and depressing that it moves you to tears.  Actual, sobbing, out of control tears.  I don’t like sounding like a big baby but not being able to wash my own hair, put on earrings, brush my teeth, eat like a grownup, get dressed, hang up my clothes, open anything in the kitchen, groom my dog, ride my bike, go for a decent walk, put on makeup, turn on the ignition in the car – well, you get the idea.  This all has an affect on how you feel about yourself.  I tried saying ‘it could have been worse’.  And, of course, it could have been. But still.
I decided a few weeks back that there really should be some kind of support group for all the Broken People.  I see them now – in the waiting room, with their casts and crutches and slings.  In Physical Therapy, at various levels of recovery.  Today, a women a bit older than me, who had fractured her shoulder, was told she could start using both hands to support herself when getting in and out of a chair.  She looked at the therapist as though he had just told her she won the lottery.  “Really?”  We made eye contact and I smiled.  “It’s the little things, isn’t it?”.  She was so happy.
Only another Broken Person would understand.
The other thing they don’t get into is that the cure is worse than the injury!  That damn cast just about did me in.  The PT is more to undo the damage of having a cast on than anything else.  And the therapy hurts.  Healing hurts.  And takes an inordinate amount of time.  Who knew?  Considering that my sunny disposition has been significantly challenged with this whole experience, I remind myself every morning that I am, indeed, on the mend.  A little stronger.  A little more flexible.  Maybe I’ve learned to be a little more patient.  Maybe.  But I’m not sure about that one.
The really big lesson here (in case you didn’t already know!) is this:  Your life can change in the twinkling of an eye.  Whatever you take for granted can be snatched away and there’s nothing you can do about it, except make up your mind to accept help, appreciate what you still have and
perhaps make new plans.  That’s life.
 Here we are, back in the swing of things, at the Sunset Pops Concert in Punta Gorda.
No more cast!  But no dancing yet.

Waiting Backstage……..

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THE CEMETERY CLUB – North River Theatre, Norwell MA
September 2012

Waiting to make my entrance stage right, I scan the backstage ‘scene’.  Bare boards, partially used paint cans (probably filled with dried up paint), old brushes and pans, plenty of loose screws (we know where those came from!), a discarded living room chair, an ancient flat, folded stack of rags and dust – lots and lots of dust.

Onstage, one of my co-actors struggles with a line.  Stops.  Asks where’s she supposed to be standing.  Tries the line again and flubs it again.  Apologizes again.  We all do that. Apologize.  Of course, we were taught NOT to apologize for “going up” on a line – just say “line!” and hopefully someone is paying attention to the script and will give you what you forgot.  A miracle really.  I think, “Wouldn’t it be wonderful if there were someone out in the shadows ready to come to the rescue when you don’t know what to say – out there in the real world? ”

I’m pretty comfortable with my degree of readiness for the next scene.  We’ve been in rehearsal for several weeks and I’ve worked hard.  I had trepidation about taking on live theatre again – it’s been almost 20 years since I got on stage.  At my advanced age, I truly did not know if I could memorize lines and, I have to admit, it is more difficult now than it used to be when my mind did not have these disturbing cobwebs.  So, I work harder to accomplish what once was almost second nature.  Ah well.

I know that preparing for a play is almost all-consuming.  Well, for me, anyway.  Recording the lines.  Playing them over and over until every actor’s part is glued into place.  Building the character ~Who am I?  Where did I come from?  Why am I here – in this situation, at this point in time, with all these other people?  Where am I going?  What do I want?  Then – why doesn’t this scene work?  What’s missing?  Why doesn’t it flow?    Waking up in the middle of the night, playing it over and over , watching it in my mind.  How can I make it better?

It’s enough to drive a normal person crazy.

So, why do this to myself?  It’s not for the applause, the recognition, the glamour (haha).  Truth be told, I would do it all gladly without ever performing in front of an audience.  It is the building process that I am addicted to.  Creating the world that I temporarily occupy.  And, when the process ends, the world goes away and I go away, to return to the real life that has been subdued for a while, waiting for me.  Until next time.

Maybe I’m just like every other theatre person.  Who knows?  I do believe, though, that some people are just born with this – well, if not addiction by birth, then certainly a vulnerability to the disease.  Maybe it’s genetic.

Theatre goers everywhere, know this:  those people up there on the stage can’t help themselves.  They are not normal.  Be kind.